Saturday, January 29, 2011,9:16 AM
Deleted posts.
Sometimes I wish didn't delete some posts from a long time ago. They were deleted because maybe they were a little "too emotional" or "too harsh". I feel bad that they were deleted frankly because they didn't have to be.
I wish I kept them so I know exactly how I felt at a given time. So I could say, "What in the world was I thinking?" It would only be for fun.
I'm not so big on looking at the past, but I don't avoid it completely. Sometimes I just wanna take a breather, turn around, and look back. Good or bad.
Because in actuality, I have the past to thank (and thank our Loving God) for shaping me into the woman I am today.
But now, I can only read good, happy, positive posts. Which is lame. Not exciting at all XD Yes, I am weird.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011,7:54 AM
Bigger campus.
So yesterday, I went with friends to stroll around SDSU, the school I will be transferring too after Community College.
Well, I immediately felt inferior while I walked around that place. Why? Cause it's so huge. I am definitely not used to that. At the same time, I felt alright because I knew I had some friends that immediately enrolled into SDSU and they're doing just fine.
I know I can count on people to help me along when it's my time to be there.
But for now, I'm just gonna work hard at community college -- it is the same stuff. Community College is just cheaper :p
Friday, January 14, 2011,9:35 AM
I really am something else.
Let's go cuddle. It's frightening, and that's what gets my heart going.
Thursday, January 13, 2011,12:35 PM
510 Days.
Wonderful (:
Wednesday, January 12, 2011,9:04 PM
Touch Me Tender.
I have not posted here in awhile. I signed on because my friend got a blogspot (welcome, deeeanna) ^ o^
I apparently caught some middle ground with myself for this new year, 2011.
Hey, I'm beautiful! Well, I know that now cause you know what? I am. Like, straight up. Why? Cause God made me this way!!!! I'm not overweight, I don't have a lot of pimples, I'm not unhealthy -- in fact, I'm REALLY HEALTHY-- and I have nice hair.
This isn't supposed to be some sort of conceited post, but good gosh. After 13 years of crying of how UGLY I looked, why can't I just appreciate the way God made me? My eyes -- I have a lazy eye, but boy do they light up so nicely when the sun hits them. My cheeks -- golly, I'm quite round at the face, but it's better for kissing. My teeth -- quite crooked, but that smile is killer!!
And hey, if I ever start to hate something about myself... it's up to me to change it. Like my weight. If I feel like I'm too heavy, then I'm gonna hit the gym 2x harder.
If I feel that I have deep stretchmarks, then by George, I'm gonna buy me some cream.
This is a new year and I swear it'll be a positive one.
