leading lady Through everything and anything, I know I'll keep changing.

I am a 17 year young girl, who is living beautifully and wonderfully. I am a follower of Christ and I am unafraid of what anyone might have to say against it. I'm traditional, and you may call me old fashioned. I'm in love and I am loved back. I have an amazing boyfriend.
"The first time we kissed; I still remember the sweet taste of that moment."
Tuesday, April 13, 2010,7:24 PM
Discouraged.

I am a discouraged little girl.
Why is everything just getting harder for me to accomplish?
But just because I am discouraged, does not mean
that I give up, nor will I stop praying.

I'm doing my very best to endure.
But my to-do list is getting longer and longer.

Prom is just a moment away.
Graduation is just a month away.
College is just a season away.
Growing up... it's everyday.

I wonder sometimes, why, why am I not a top scholar?
Or the school's valedictorian? Wouldn't life be easier?
And I'd probably be everyone's friend, because I would
enjoy the feeling of helping others out.

Don't get me wrong, though.
I'm perfectly content with who I am, and what I do.
It's just that I want to do more.
Much, much more.

I want to strive.
Because if I'm always so stationary,
how can I can be extraordinary?

"God grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change; the courage to change the things I can; and the wisdom to know the difference."



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